Hello everybody. I know i haven't blogged in a log time, I am sorry. I hope you forgive me. I am doing something different that I did with my other blogs. I hope you like it. Here I go.
One day i have notice that most of my homework I get help on. But I feel so bad inside. That one day I had arabic homework and some times my mom would help me or one of my friends at school would help me. And i feel like i am using someone to do my work, and while i am getting help I am not learning anything. So one day I had this homework that i had no idea what to do so i asked for help and it felt like she did every thing. Then I had just remember that I have a spelling test the next day so i asked my mom to help me but i couldn't do it so then I felt like I am stupid and that I can't do anything. I felt like a mental person. Then I started crying because I knew I am going to get a bad grade and then my parents will get mad at me and I don't want that. I want my parents to be proud of me and be happy. But I can't do it. So then I prayed and asked Allah for help and made Dua. I just hope that I will one day become a good Muslim. I have to just start my life allover again so I can make my parents happy, make my teachers happy, and so i can enter Jenna. I just need help. I just wish I had a rewind button.
